Alcohol The Pain Killer

        Alcohol is one of the easiest and fastest way to numb the pain.  As many people going through the difficult times of their life through depression, stressing out and many more.  I used to do alcohol to numb the pains that bubbling up inside me.  To me, its the fastest way out and i can just get from the store across the street.  Even though i know that the pain will surface again the next day, i need it to get through the day.  Dealing with all the pains that came from all different corners, depending on what the problem is, thinking who would want to listen to my crabs, the alcohol will automatically pop up in my head.  Just the thought of it gives me comfort and feeling the pain numbing away is so good.  I didn't look at the bad side which I'm in a different world.  Just not feeling the pain at that time or day is what matters.  I can say that i understand the livings of the addicted and what are they going through.  Luckily, i was able to recover sooner and thanks to the addicts programs.  And those of you still battling, don't give up because there's still hope yet to come.